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Nov. 4th, 2009 @ 12:31 am ...
i am so sick of the ongoing debate both inside my head and with others around me on whether or not to go to grad school.
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Oct. 6th, 2009 @ 09:01 pm soooo...
next time, remind me of what i have known for years.
Me and anyone named ryan do not make a good romantic mix.
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Oct. 3rd, 2009 @ 10:18 am talk about a THROW BACK!
I just went back and read my old lj. wow. that is all i have to say. all of my entries were SO random and SO cryptic. How did yall stand to read any of them?! haha!
Have a good day everyone!
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May. 20th, 2009 @ 02:01 am (no subject)
i am so ready to be outta here. changes are coming and i couldnt be happier.
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Apr. 27th, 2009 @ 06:31 pm i dont have to go home,
but i gotta get the f*** up outta here...
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Apr. 13th, 2009 @ 12:24 am your future will set you free
your past is in the past for a reason.your B past is in the U past for a reason.
your T past is in the past I for a reason.your past S is in the past for a reason.
your T past is in the I past for a reason.your past is in the past for a L reason.
your past is in the past for a reason.your past is in L the past for a reason.
your past M is in the past for a reason.your past is in the past for a reason.
your past is in the past for a I reason.your past is in S the past for a reason.
your past is in the past for a reason.your past is in the past for a reason.
your past is in S the past for a reason.your past is in the past for a reason.
your past is in the past for a reason.your past is Y in the past O for a reason.
your U past is in the past for a reason.your past is in the past for a reason.
your past is in the past for a S reason.your past is in O the past for a reason.
your past is in the past for a reason.your past is in the past for a reason.
your past is M in the past U for a reason.your C past is in the past H for a reason.
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Feb. 9th, 2009 @ 10:37 pm in vez de estudiando para mi examen manana...
So there is this survey flying around facebook entitled "25 things". You list 25 things about yourself that people might not know. I wonder how many people used a stream of consciousness mentality to their writing and how many sat and thought about what to write. While we do have self avowed identities, our identity is essentially a social construction. We are who we are because of what we believe in, what we enjoy/hate and what we do. But how much of us is who we are and how much is who we want people to believe we are?

Which brings me to my next point. I am so sick and tired of the people held so high on their crosses that they can no longer see the ground. I do what I can for the world around me. I recycle. I reuse my metal water bottle instead of using plastic. I do good works when I have the time. I turn off and unplug things when they're not in use. I walk barefoot to be closer to the earth and the spirits blessed upon us. I buy organic when I can afford it. I open doors for people. I smile as much as possible. I make people laugh.

At this time, I can't do more than the little things. It's not my fault I have things like two jobs and school that I must tend to. So I would appreciate it if they could/would stop judging.
It's the little things that count.

I am a Woman. I am a Daughter. I am a child of Mother Earth. These things I am sure of.

May the road rise up to meet you,
Jess
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Nov. 21st, 2008 @ 02:49 pm girl, you worry too much
what i am about to type is very personal for me, but i feel the need to say it "out loud" if only for my own sanity. i've kept it in so long and now it needs to be out of me.

the most beautiful place in the world is somewhere where someone loves you and you love them back. too bad that place does not exist for me. i am ok with that. i am at a place in my life where everyone is kept at a distance. they need to be. i cant let people close until i am ok with myself again. after my dad died, i died. a piece of me is gone that i will never get back. i need to slowly but surely learn to deal with and except that void, although i know no matter what i will never be the same person ever again.

christmas will be one year since he passed away. after that i am going to start over. im going to try at least. im going to do my best to concentrate on my courses again, smile more, work harder and worry less. because how im living now is draining me.

wish me luck.

i hope everyone has a wonderful day.
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Nov. 3rd, 2008 @ 11:08 pm .Please Vote.
I am so incredibly nervous about tomorrow.
I am hoping and praying for our country, our generation, our future.
Amanda, I hope you are right. I hope we can stand together for change.

"A liberal is a man or a woman or a child who looks forward to a better day, a more tranquil night, and a bright, infinite future."
~Leonard Bernstein
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Oct. 17th, 2008 @ 06:02 pm .
i miss my daddy.
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Oct. 12th, 2008 @ 03:29 pm ...
i really need to stop drinking at work. i had way to much alcohol in me last night. i know i didn't screw up work wise last night, but with people, what a mess. this job is getting me in trouble.

on the lighter side. my co-worker and i worked together handcuffed for about half an hour. bartending handcuffed is an interesting experience.

i need to stop being so hard on myself.
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Sep. 28th, 2008 @ 11:48 pm this made me smile


For those of you who may not know everyone in my bridal party, here is some info:

Sandy Woolard- My sister and Maid of Honor- also known as pimpin devil girl aparently
Lauren Daniel- My oldest friend from high school, and Matron of Honor
Jessica Woolard- My awesome hippie cousin from Florida
Jenny Williams- ZTA Big Sister, might as well really be related as her Mom and Dad are truly like 2nd parents.
Mary Bystrowski- ZTA Pledge Sister and former roomie
Diane Swartz- ZTA Sister and Fashionista Extraordinaire
Lisa Williams- ZTA Sister, former roomie, wing woman, and the best kind of crazy

Thank you everyone for being a part of my special day!

Love,
Sam

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I'm excited to be a bridesmaid. just another excuse to go to va =)
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Sep. 27th, 2008 @ 07:27 pm (no subject)

this is the life i have chosen. wish me luck.
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Sep. 13th, 2008 @ 09:00 am (no subject)
so i just turned my ch.lit. homework in late. fuck. im not staying on point with schoolwork this semester. i need to step it up. working just seems more important to me right now.
does anyone know how much a money counter machine costs? it would make work so much faster.
i hope everyone is well.
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Aug. 3rd, 2008 @ 10:31 am i just dont understand it.
what can i do?
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Jun. 25th, 2008 @ 10:49 pm *
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours
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May. 18th, 2008 @ 02:10 am the definition of:
poi·son Audio Help /ˈpɔɪzən/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[poi-zuhn] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
–noun
1. a substance with an inherent property that tends to destroy life or impair health.
2. something harmful or pernicious, as to happiness or well-being
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May. 9th, 2008 @ 09:54 pm .
living well is the best revenge
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Apr. 19th, 2008 @ 02:08 am how's it gonna be?
sometimes i greatly dislike the human race.
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Mar. 12th, 2008 @ 05:16 pm times, they are a changin'
so i haven't written in here about my dad and i really don't want to. i miss him everyday and it hurts everyday, but i know i need to continue living the way he would have wanted me to, even if it is extremely hard and some days i don't want to get out of bed. i love you daddy. and with that, i'm done.

you must live life day to day and do what makes you happy because you never know when it will be taken from you. now, i am doing so. i have been productive the past few days, got new glasses, new haircut, and a new outlook on life. i'm actually really excited about things. the 5 years of war action is next wednesday (5yearsofwar.com check it out!) code pink is making me happy, other things i can't say just yet =) and the fact that i need to bust my ass for my research and school is kepping me busy.

"Sun is shinin', the weather is sweet
Make you want to move your dancin' feet
To the rescue, here I am!
Want you to know, y'all, where I stand!"

peacelovepeacelovepeacelove
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